Your wall post to me was like mana from heaven!!! I know God is right here!! I know that he is my only sorce to rich, meaningful, living life!! Without God i can do nothing!! I am standing firm on Mark 10:27 which basically say with god all things are possible!!! i can do nothing to change him, but God can. I cant make him change his life around and come back to his family, But God can!!! I am leaning on god and my heart is overflowing with love and admiration for our father and savior Jesus Christ!! I know that i cant live without him! He is my provider my source of strength, my river of life, My lord of all!!!! I cant battle Satan head on and win, I cant, But i can win everytime with our father Jesus Christ!! When I have the Lord, I can do anything!!! I am praying everyday! Satan tried to get to me yesterday and have me give up, wanted me to just leave the house and get an apartment. I talked to a christian counslor and he told me to not give up!!! God is here. My pastor told me im fighting Demons. I wasscared at first when i heard that, but i came home, grabbed my anointing oil, and anointed my entire house including his pillow, his video games everything!!! Monday evening he left the house and told me he wouldnt be back till thursday to get anymore of his stuff, However, he came back yesterday and got more things! I know he is fighting gods will but that is ok God knows the outcome and knows how to prepare me for anything!!!! God is in control!!!