I have felt a divide between God and I for a while now. I'm still not sure about what fills that gap, but its been too long and I am determined to get through it. I need to get through it. I need to have God as my hope and my friend. With Him at bay, life has been very hard. I know He will meet me with open arms. I just hope I am ready.

I got graduated from college, got married, got a teaching job, bought a house and am lost.  I know I have a good life, but things went down hill.  I have been depressed for two years.  My husband and I don't see eye to eye.  I was a very strong christian, and lately I find my self believing that maybe I was wrong all these years.  I grew up in a catholic church and HATED it.  I knew there was a god but that was about it.  My friends in highschool took me to youth group events, I went to…

I'm struggling so much with trying to find a way to help my daughter deal with the past. She is so strong and determined. When she wants something she goes for it but this has been something that she just struggles so much with. She's frustrated with me, I can't seem to say the right things. I have prayed and asked for guidence on how to speak to her with love and respect. Help I'm loosing my relationship with her. It's like I'm now my Mother and she's me. I lost contact with my Mother for…

Everywhere around is only darkness. Its dark in here....

Inside this tunnel, I can't see all of the things 

that God is doing outside for my future.

It is rather unnerving and slightly disturbing

to not know what He holds for me.

I struggle against the reality

that, He alone knows His plan for me.

Please give me the faith, God,

because I lack it greatly.

To trust in you alone

and stop trying to do it on my…

  The LORD is my light and my salvation;

Whom shall I fear?

The LORD is the defense of my life;…

I vow to praise through the tears

To push past the fears

If that is what it takes

If nothing else

I will cling to the thread that is my love for you Oh Lord

So, in my first post, I didn't say what it is I have been wanting. I want to get married to the most amazing girl in the world, my girlfriend. The first step, of course, is to get engaged. Before that can happen, I need to find a better job; one that would make it possible for us to live married and support ourselves. I am still a college student, but she has graduated. She works full-time and I work part-time at a pizza place....

It was never my ideal job, or even one I wanted, but…

Self-Imposed News Blackout. I'm coming up on my third…

What'll you have? Our specials tonight, "Fire on the Mountain" presented in dazzling brilliance ; We also have the "Living Water" served in overflowing abundance and last, but certainly not least "Faith built on the Rock" which is the house special.
Please remember to drink in the Spirit responsibly ☺

I've never written anything even near a blog before. I've always been very private and I internalize everything, but the keep the faith program has inspired me to join and write out some of my thoughts and feelings. I'm not sure who you are, but if you are taking time to read this, I feel I should tell you a bit about myself. I am 20, I am a junior in college, life has been tough, but in many ways I'm blessed.

I have struggled with a lot discouragement and some resentment of God in…

The bible states, tht our signs and wonders will follow the preaching, reading and understanding of the word. However, when we mix a bunch of wordly stuff with Gods word. Then honestly brothers and sisters, all were doing is white washing and/or completely watering down the word. Along with our signs and wonders.
Letting go of it all and letting God handle it his way, is the key to all of us really being shown favor by God.

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Losing your Identity, Name, Your Home, Friends, Family ,Career, History,Birth Certificate, Passport, Resume, Everything

Could you still be okay with shaky knees....knowing God's got you?  It's not easy, when loved ones look at you leaving like you are crazy and a new town  of people look at you arriving with nothing like you are crazy.  You really do rely on the Lord or you fall into a million pieces.  Your Faith is tested to the limit!

 For 12 years people have…

We as christians are ordained by God to always be victorious in our everyday lives. Yet those of us who get defeated, are so because we focus and confess more on the all the loss and negative things. Rather than thru raw devotion, confess and believe and hold God in remembrance to his promises and blessings for our lives. Its our jobs as christians to be careful what kind of seeds were planting. Both in our own lives and in the lives of others. Most importantly our children!

For ur…

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!   I wrote this journal below three and a half years ago!  Since then I have surpassed the 14 surgeries  mentioned below, by 8 more at least.  I went into…

Okay, I just had an Ahhhh Haaaa moment!!! :)

My Birthday Present to me is TRUTH! 

I have waited 12 years to write a story of my trials and successes, not for pity (those who know me, know that's not my way...my way is to always try and to inspire others, to reach out to others, to help others hang on. Yes, I've been accused of being a Pollyanna, but at age 48, do you really think I care what anyone but God…

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