What do you do when you want to trust God with all of your heart, but fear and doubt is my constant companion. My greatest fear is that I am never going to learn how to total surrender to God. Being a child of abuse I have felt that If I don't look out for me no one will, so now I suppose to trust God to heal me and make me whole again. I am 46yrs old and my greastest desire is to have a deep and personal relationship with God my heart craves it, but it seems so far away.
Dear I say I got caught up in the matrix in the worst way mylife these days people seem so turbulent at the time I first signed on to KTF. I believed I was in for a clearing and that I still hold on to. However, I ran into another obstacle that kind of took me way out into the deep waters of the sea. RE: My brother is presently enduring a halacious episode of imprisonment kind of in the spirit of Apostle Paul. And I in a state of…Continue
Added by Jessica Richardson on February 29, 2012 at 11:12pm — No Comments
Added by arlene zimmerman on February 28, 2012 at 8:44pm — No Comments
Creflo Dollar spoke on how to love the truth is not to just enjoy hearing it but to love the truth is to also enjoy living it.
Yet many of us enjoy hearing the truth over actually living it. The bible states tht the truth shall set u free and to be ye doers of the word and not hearers only. So how bout this, instead of watching others stay committed to and live for God. Why dnt we give it a whole hearted attempt ourselves?
Added by timmy on February 28, 2012 at 4:03pm — No Comments
Well, now we are married. We went through quite an interesting"courtship". I really did not understand the whole addiction issue, and am still learning. Keith asked me to marry him in July of 09. I told him he needed to be drug free. He agreed and said thats what he wanted too, but he was not able or willing to follow through with that commitment. He went in an outpatient VA rehab that fall, was on Suboxone, then he went inpatient for 30 days from Feb to March. He was off and clean…Continue
"You Are a Useless Waste of Time. God couldn't possibly accept you as you are. Look at you, a faltering miserable screw up....and you call yourself a Christian, right! What a joke. Who do you think you are telling others about the Masters business of loving poor lost sinners. Are you kidding? Give it up! You won't amount to anything you have been a loser from day one and you are not about to be somebody in His…Continue
Added by Richard Hobart on February 28, 2012 at 10:30am — No Comments
Hey, i am new to keep the faith and i love it here. i think its a very cool site. i will support it all the time. I would just like to ask for some prayers.. i have been feeling lost, confuse, depressed and i know that i need to keep the faith but it is hard. i have taken on too much work, it has been overwhelming, i feel discourage, fearful and even sometimes scared. i will keep the faith and i will hold on..but sometimes its hard to do it alone. Its strange to explain, but somehow i have…Continue
I have felt a divide between God and I for a while now. I'm still not sure about what fills that gap, but its been too long and I am determined to get through it. I need to get through it. I need to have God as my hope and my friend. With Him at bay, life has been very hard. I know He will meet me with open arms. I just hope I am ready.
In January, 2010, I had been pushed beyond my mental and emotional limits and made the decision to take my own life. Everything was mapped out: Go to work, go home, take the last of my blood pressure meds, fade to oblivion.
I got to work and went up to the employee break room where I just sat talking to no one. After a few minutes a fellow Christian named James came in. I said nothing, just a look of recognition. But he had…
Added by Matthew Mason on February 19, 2012 at 4:16pm — No Comments
I got graduated from college, got married, got a teaching job, bought a house and am lost. I know I have a good life, but things went down hill. I have been depressed for two years. My husband and I don't see eye to eye. I was a very strong christian, and lately I find my self believing that maybe I was wrong all these years. I grew up in a catholic church and HATED it. I knew there was a god but that was about it. My friends in highschool took me to youth group events, I went to…Continue
I'm struggling so much with trying to find a way to help my daughter deal with the past. She is so strong and determined. When she wants something she goes for it but this has been something that she just struggles so much with. She's frustrated with me, I can't seem to say the right things. I have prayed and asked for guidence on how to speak to her with love and respect. Help I'm loosing my relationship with her. It's like I'm now my Mother and she's me. I lost contact with my Mother for…Continue
Added by Brenda K. Statts on February 19, 2012 at 2:08pm — No Comments
Everywhere around is only darkness. Its dark in here....
Inside this tunnel, I can't see all of the things
that God is doing outside for my future.
It is rather unnerving and slightly disturbing
to not know what He holds for me.
I struggle against the reality
that, He alone knows His plan for me.
Please give me the faith, God,
because I lack it greatly.
To trust in you alone
and stop trying to do it on my…Continue
The LORD is my light and my salvation;
Whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the defense of my life;…Continue
Added by arlene zimmerman on February 16, 2012 at 7:27pm — No Comments
I vow to praise through the tears
To push past the fears
If that is what it takes
If nothing else
I will cling to the thread that is my love for you Oh Lord
Added by DesireToBeLikeHim on February 15, 2012 at 11:45pm — No Comments
So, in my first post, I didn't say what it is I have been wanting. I want to get married to the most amazing girl in the world, my girlfriend. The first step, of course, is to get engaged. Before that can happen, I need to find a better job; one that would make it possible for us to live married and support ourselves. I am still a college student, but she has graduated. She works full-time and I work part-time at a pizza place....
It was never my ideal job, or even one I wanted, but…Continue
Added by Jonathan Gauthier on February 15, 2012 at 3:48pm — No Comments
Self-Imposed News Blackout. I'm coming up on my third…Continue
What'll you have? Our specials tonight, "Fire on the Mountain" presented in dazzling brilliance ; We also have the "Living Water" served in overflowing abundance and last, but certainly not least "Faith built on the Rock" which is the house special.
Please remember to drink in the Spirit responsibly ☺
Added by Robert Mayhew on February 13, 2012 at 8:57pm — No Comments
I've never written anything even near a blog before. I've always been very private and I internalize everything, but the keep the faith program has inspired me to join and write out some of my thoughts and feelings. I'm not sure who you are, but if you are taking time to read this, I feel I should tell you a bit about myself. I am 20, I am a junior in college, life has been tough, but in many ways I'm blessed.
I have struggled with a lot discouragement and some resentment of God in…Continue
Added by Jonathan Gauthier on February 13, 2012 at 3:59pm — No Comments
The bible states, tht our signs and wonders will follow the preaching, reading and understanding of the word. However, when we mix a bunch of wordly stuff with Gods word. Then honestly brothers and sisters, all were doing is white washing and/or completely watering down the word. Along with our signs and wonders.
Letting go of it all and letting God handle it his way, is the key to all of us really being shown favor by God.
Added by timmy on February 10, 2012 at 2:47pm — No Comments