My appologies for others not being tht social to u on this site. I kind of got the same impression as well of some of the 'so called christians' on this site. I however am not tht kind of christian, u kno the kind tht isnt friendly, outgoing and loving. Don't allow any of tht to discourage u in any kind of way my brother. Stay strong in ur walk with God, allowing no one to take away ur joy.