Mary Young has not received any gifts yet
What do you do when you want to trust God with all of your heart, but fear and doubt is my constant companion. My greatest fear is that I am never going to learn how to total surrender to God. Being a child of abuse I have felt that If I don't look out for me no one will, so now I suppose to trust God to heal me and make me whole again. I am 46yrs old and my greastest desire is to have a deep and personal relationship with God my heart craves it, but it seems so far away.